Since Sunday night, I've been feeling blue, down in the dumps, for every reason and no reason at all, if that makes any kind of sense. We had a good weekend balanced between being out and about in the sunshine and snuggled up at home. Facing another week of being at home and job hunting just brought me down. I had an interview today - should hear by the end of the week.
So, that's why the radio silence. I just did not want to face up to the mood, even though it was staring me in the face.
Sigh. I have all kinds of ideas on how to free myself from the blues but feel entirely unmotivated to do so. Which drives me crazy when other people do this. At least I'm developing some compassion. ;)
But, please, this is not a pity or worry party - I just wanted to own up to my feelings.
So, that's why the radio silence. I just did not want to face up to the mood, even though it was staring me in the face.
Sigh. I have all kinds of ideas on how to free myself from the blues but feel entirely unmotivated to do so. Which drives me crazy when other people do this. At least I'm developing some compassion. ;)
But, please, this is not a pity or worry party - I just wanted to own up to my feelings.
2 comments:
Unfortunately, the desire to get up and go, usually gets up and leaves when the blues arrive, darlin'. Hang in there. Deep breathing, trying some grounding skills and know that you are loved. xo.
<3 <3 <3
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